To Work or Not To Work

This is quite a morbid question.

There is absolutely no time frame as to when the drugs I am taking will take effect. So I might be waiting for weeks and weeks before baby finally decides to detach from us.

This takes precious days off from work. And I am worried - I am a no work- no pay worker. I feel weird that I am totally capable of going back to work but spending idle time here at home.

But I also feel weird that baby is still here. No emotional strings attached, really. I'm just getting really impatient.

Maybe I'll go to work Monday. Whatever. Advice please.

The thing is my husband is also wasting precious leave credits...